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mind walking | mind walked | mind talking | elisa sassi desenino |
 mind walks here segunda-feira, maio 31, 2004What a cute party! The second one, I mean. Of course it was good getting some male attention friday, but I was thinking, as usual: I deserve so much more than this! Except for the cold, always good having Mel and Fê as company. Great people!As for the party saturday, everyone there just being happy. Being true. And among those silly flashbacks, white wine and games from our childhood, for a moment or two, the party made us all realise; we're boys and girls. Who knows what can happen from this conclusion.. .: posted by Miss Mindwalk 10:56terça-feira, maio 25, 2004ReinventYou think I could be whoever I want when I arrive in a different reality? Dangerous for a girl with savings and a suitcase to fill... And I, hum, should get a laptop. Dad, any chance of you being a millionaire without ever telling me? .: posted by Miss Mindwalk 18:00So they told me yes. All of them. And I always wanted to be great, to accomplish the pictures created in my mind. I always believe I can but the outcome is always a huge surprise, for better or worse. So the rug has been pulled. No more boyfriend, no more protection, I'll be flying away with nothing but faith on me, hoping to live the cliche, the time of my life. Hoping to understand where I'm heading to. Hoping to find a path among the mess in my mind. Hoping, actually, to have everything I can't find here, at this job. The other day, at this silly family event my gradmother's friend asked me, out of the blue, if I was living the live I've asked for. My first attempt was to say a loud no. No, I just broke up a 6 year relationship and I hate my job. I'm fat and, you know.. They it came to me. Of course I am! The job? I can certainly change it, quit it, walk away. The guy? Well, others will come and he will always be precious to me. As for fat, dear, wake up and exercise! I am living a great life because I don't think I ever had a real problem. They're just these minor issues. So, excuse me all, I'm on my way to England. .: posted by Miss Mindwalk 17:29quinta-feira, maio 20, 2004Mind started to walk again..: posted by Miss Mindwalk 16:06 |
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